I have spent the past several days working on an appeal document.

On the one hand this is part of my text obsession, my use of text as a hand hold, a means of recovery.

But this text is much more complex and presents more difficulties. I have fallen into a cycle of working until the headache and fatigue comes on, nap, wake up reasonably refreshed and work for another 4 or 5 hours until the onset of headache and fatigue, then nap, and the cycle continues.

I had a key text element already written and saved for use in the document. For the last two hours I have been searching for this lost element and am now beginning to doubt that it ever existed.

Very frustrated with myself and trying hard to avoid getting down. Thought making a post here with an attractive image might cheer me up, convince me that I can overcome my difficulties and do some things reasonably well.