I am still very down and fighting to understand the reason. I had an earlier phase which was similar but with a known cause. In the prior case, I paid a lawyer between $15,000 and $20,000 dollars to seek medical attention on my behalf. He circulated my insurance file to a number of Doctors, each of whom declined to treat me.
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Category Archives: Depression
Returning To The Blog
Returning to the Blog has to do with my once again falling into a pit of despair. I know the sensation well by now. A sort of free floating air-drop. Descending into the pit of an immense and growing darkness. Gravity flies past me. I am abandoned by it, left sinking in a float of despair. The darkness rushes up in its inky dark and silent splendour. I grasp the rip cord in one hand. Do I deploy the parachute?
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Wipe Out
Wipe out! A few seconds after the above image was captured, the surfer disappeared in a cloud of angry foam. Shortly after I completed work on the image, one of my piles of tottering paper let go. There was a minor earthquake as it collapsed and a landslide of papers spilled out across the base of the stairs. I have been trying to clean up and organize. Hence the greater mess.
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