Returning to the Blog has to do with my once again falling into a pit of despair. I know the sensation well by now. A sort of free floating air-drop. Descending into the pit of an immense and growing darkness. Gravity flies past me. I am abandoned by it, left sinking in a float of despair. The darkness rushes up in its inky dark and silent splendour. I grasp the rip cord in one hand. Do I deploy the parachute?
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Labour Costs and Pain Posts
Pain Posts
In pursuit of increasing the utility of the blog, this post is being used to catalog all of the prior posts referring to upper arm pain. I want to access each relevant post and use the text as an element in a TAQ submission. The pain posts that I have been able to locate are the following:
Turmoil
Awake for at least two hours. Sense of turmoil. Spent time in bed trying to understand what is taking place.
First came a dream of which I only have fragments, the final frames before I awoke. The image is that of a wide curved bridge across a chasm. There is a person running across the bridge toward the viewer. The viewer is high above the bridge so that the curve of it is visible as is the whiteness of the concrete from which it is constructed. I thought the person who is running is me but I am now uncertain of that. It is possible it is someone else, perhaps a female figure.
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