Awake around 0600. Have no energy. Thoughts of just dying. Trying to obtain clarity, to understand why. My sense is that it has to do with the loss of three years, and the loss of therapy opportunities through not having moved to Ontario.
Category Archives: Depression
Hooks and Self Destruction
In the prior post Flummoxed, I documented a series of obstacles arising from my attempt to implement the TBI Proposal. When such obstacles are encountered, I become overwhelmed. The obstacles appear insurmountable, my goals out of reach and impossible of achievement.
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The Human and the Leaves
What follows is a description of the five phases of my injury. The Human and the Leaves is a continuation of the prior post, Trees and Humans.
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