I seem to be facing multiple issues. All of them bear on my sense of self.

The first concerns the degree of effort that must be exerted to complete the TAQ submissions. Due to the complex nature of the material under review, I appear to “conk out” at the four hour mark. Even though there is more work to complete, there is a need to stop the work activity unless I wish to face increasing fatigue, and headache onset. There is an implicit conflict between my awareness that I must perform these tasks, and the awareness that I cannot easily perform them.
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