The last few hours were spent doing taxes. I am left with a sense of being overwhelmed, of being unable to come to grips with the information required. There is a sense of “being out of it,” of being disconnected, of being much less effective and capable than I have been in the past, a mismatch between my innate sense of my abilities and the perceived actual day to day expression of those same abilities.
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Category Archives: Rehab
Pompeii Moments Review
In the course of attempting to perform the simple task of pulling interesting nuggets from the AL, I became sidetracked into doing a full file clean-up, moving materials from the AL into other files. This soaked up two hours. It is now getting late and I have not accomplished a key task that I wished to complete this evening.
Random Investigation – Rewards
This is a random investigation (RI). In the attempt to understand my own behaviour, I am starting from a single point of interest and seeking to follow the thought path in whatever random direction it takes me. This RI commenced on encountering the following text on a web site:
This should be obvious given that obsessive eating is rooted in negative emotional states, from which sweet and fatty foods — calming opioids — provide fleeting respite.