02:51:38
Unable to sleep. Somewhat surprised at this as I developed fatigue headache due to the resumption of the TAQ submission process. Went to bed relatively early and have been lying awake with this uncomfortable sense of being stopped on a tightrope suspended high above some chasm. This is not a dream state. It is my perception of my world as I lie in the dark attempting to summon sleep.
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Up 0830
Difficulty sleeping last night. Realized it was the five year anniversary of injury. Minds eye kept cycling through events from the night of the accident. Also reflected further on last week’s meeting with Dr D. Now believe that her introduction of the “random universe” was an attempt to bring me to a state of equanimity over the injury outcomes. During the meeting, I responded with some knowledge in regard to the Existentialists, notably Camus. It has taken me more than four days to understand the probable intent of her remarks. Call me slow and addled.
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The following is the text of the email message transmitted to Dr. D in June 2012. Also submitted with this email was a five page PDF that served as a compilation of all of the strange events experienced.
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