Pain in left forearm. Extends throughout the arm fore and aft. This is new and unusual. Also sense of puffiness in right lower eyelid area. This is a sensation normally found on the left. First instance on the right? Strong crickets in right ear.
Went to nap after above.
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I have detailed one outcome of being bullied and ostracized as a child. In an effort to fit in and be accepted as a member of the group, I sought to achieve a high standard of performance. This was based on my need to fit it in. Since my physical performance was inadequate, I attempted to compensate on other dimensions. I needed to find a way to be judged equal to everyone else lest I run the risk of being cast out and abandoned. Or worse – be made the target of attack.
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Having created the prior post, and having added to it, I have identified the following three issues as major triggers contributing to my tailspin: