2016-11-10
01:11:16
Awake 0100. House is chill. External temp 0° C.
Went to sleep around 1830. Spent the day in the attempt to extend the wake cycle but this did not have positive effect.
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Category Archives: TBI
No Hope
This post is an attempt to unpack my present experience which is best characterized as one of “No Hope.” I meet with Dr. H later today and I want to ask her for help. My difficulty is that I lack a satisfactory problem definition. What does “No Hope” actually mean? What am I attempting to communicate with that phrase?
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Dark Wood
In the middle of the journey of our life, I found myself astray in a dark wood where the straight road had been lost.
This passage from the Inferno Canto is a good summary of my present state.
I feel not so much a sense of being lost. It is more a sense of despair, the loss of any further will to fight.
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